Sorry for the gap Folks, not like I'm not talking to myself in these things, but hell, it's one way of remembering? damn selfish people thinking my journal was just for them....>;)
Well... my exploring done on the paths... I took the one I had hoped too.. but... in the procees had to travel down the other two to wind up here...
I found new aspects to the most worn of the paths... ones I found out made that road impassable to me... ones.. that have finally closed the old thouroughfare... even though it tried all who passed down it's path..it's passing will not be missed... the torture of it's agonizing roads and the pain filled memories down it are going to heal... finally..

Now on to the second road... one that I have now learned to appreciate more...and by me going down it... realize I'm closer to it... and it will always hold a place in my heart... it has good memories... of the past I don't want to forget... So I'm keeping it in sight... just becuase I don't want to lose it's companionship...

Now to the path that was rough, and a bit over grown... only because it was new to me.. and I hadn't found the easist way to traverse it... now I realize that the thorns that pricked me have roses on them too...And if I can just be patient... then there going to bloom all around me... this path I'm going to take care of... I'm going to make sure nothing foul happens to it...I want it to last...

Fate it seems...is once more becoming a pleasant travelling companion...