Hellbuny (hellbuny) wrote,

Watching... Waiting...

I guess it's been awhile since I've actually done any sort of real update... I guess me slacking in on going early to school has really put a hamper on that... I really honestly do mean to update.. It's just I don't...that's about as much of an appology as an imaginary audience deserves anyhow.

I'm sitting here waiting for Peeps to show up for the LotR movie... They changed the meet time, and I certainlyhope they didn't decide to change the meet place. They have about 13 minutes till the late end of their arrival time.

I guess in hindsight having some info other than their home numbers would be helpful, but I'm not really in a position to get them now am I. Phbbbt.

No real reason to think that they'll be late anyhow.. At least I hope not.

I could have done some shopping before hand, but I didn't get here early enough since they changed the time. I guess there is nothing at this mall that is really any different than any of the other local stores..more people,and some nicer shops maybe... But not really..

I'm just babbling as you can tell.. Avoiding any real thought... I'm not even really even lookin at the screen when I'm sitting here typing. It's funny, some stupid kids looking at me like I'm some kind of freak because dear god I'm using technology for something semi constructive. feh, fuck em,I doubt they could even afford my keyboard, let alone my handheld.

I guess in my life things are going okay... I've been fighting alot with people, and avoiding alot of things that I need to get done, but I really can't always help that. I'd like to think that I'm somewhat responsable, but I do try not to be so very often. Rather I think about it, and procrastinate. But I still do it.

I'm thinking I ned to get one of those T-mobil sidekicks for constant AIM. $30 a month and I'll have it on me at all times. It would save my need for human interaction to some degree, always put me with those that I seem closest too..

On other news, Lan party is still a go, pretty much if you can read this, and want to come and I know you, let me know. New Years eve and all, hard to forget the day.. I need to do a few things for that,on top of all of the crap that I have to do for otakon.

Greh.. I guess I'm just impatient with people sometimes... Maybe it's just that I hate to sit here alone... And I have that fear of getting left behind. I'm odd like that I guess..

See what you people get... A nice long entry, even though I'm sure you don't all want it... I tend to be whiney... Not really.. I tend more to be quiet, unless you set me off.

It's odd how relatively empty the mall is for shopping season...I had no problem finding a parking space, I was actually pleasantly suprised.

They have 3 minutes till I decide to wander off..I could just hop on over to starbucks, sell my soul, and hop online... No biggie...joy of a handheld and all, and I could give em till they close...

God I'm paranoid.

1 minute.

It's 9. I'm going to go get coffee and sell my soul. Let's see what happens.

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    lol posting to lj.... weeeird

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    And in the spirit of my last LJ Post, Happy 2011 everyone who I stalk on LJ :)

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    So after avoiding LJ for so long, I just want to drop by and say Happy New Years everyone :)

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