If anyone still reads this they'll notice a trend whenever there's a large gap, and if you haven't figured it out yet, it's when things in my life suck.
That trip tuned out to be a miserable experiecne in human suffering... it showed the upcoming end of the happy I was in as well as the death of a love for another person
Your antihero is back to his usual self, and is determinded to be there for a good long while... I'm not gonna look for love... I'm just gonna let it come to me for a bloody change... this may change... but for now I'm setting up my lawn chair and just chilling at yet another crossroad..
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On a sad note, I had a death in the family, My great grandmother, Mildred Irene Tisdale, better known as G.G. to her great grandkids... she will be missed and is in my prayers..
