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Bloody Hell...

Sometimes I inadvertantly piss people off... I hate that.. nothing makes me feel worse... and Im sure it doesn't do well for them either...

I'm looking foward to the stress being over soon... maybe I'll find a nice bastion of a place where I don't have to worry bout what I say or do...

I'm so behind in so much work.. I have pre-regs still to process, I'm not nearly done enough with the minutes to be happy, my technical writing class is now getting into full gear, I'm stuck working for a week (getting up at 5am blows me) at our family store..

Now the board... I've been shying off of it to much recently... I guess my stress level has been to high with it and with the posters.. I feel like Otakon politics could at any moment destroy what i've done, not just my work, katya, MC, Mylan, Matt, MooP's as well..

I don't like to think I've ever upset any of them... done them wrong... by gods it's the last thing I would ever want to do.. I was trying to find a cute way of telling people to fuck off with the animated avs and it blew up in my face... I should have finished my conversation with GiR last night, but I was just too tired... so, I get the concequences.. .
I try to smile alot... not very much of that going on today though... fucking Weather.. long perio of rain are starting to anoy me and my temperment...

screw it.. I'm going to bed.

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matttheminion
Jun. 4th, 2003 09:17 am (UTC)
Yeah it's really annoying when people misread you and get pissed off. I also agree that getting up early blows.

So I say take a nice break, rest up a bit and then dig into the work.

With the boards, I suppose that you could always recruit/promote another admin or something. As far as I see, only you and Katya really seem to be handling all the workload. I could be wrong, but you two are the only ones I ever see on the board. Usually, I just sit in my little happy zone of Gofer and Staff sections, but if you need a hand...point me in the right direction.
hellbuny
Jun. 4th, 2003 10:19 am (UTC)
no No.... I'm not mad at Kat, who I annoyed, more with myself for not seeing that I put her in a bad position..

And no matter how many admins I recruit, alot of guff is going to come my way regardless.. part of the territory when you are at the top of the dept... if something go wrong, ultimately, it has to be my fault... and I knew that going into this...

But I'm going to take a break.... once I'm done.. lol..
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hellbuny
Jun. 4th, 2003 10:21 am (UTC)
Most people are idiots... other wise they wouldn't be human..

Basically it's not be mad at kat, it's be mad at the people who mde kat made... she's done nothing wrong in this... victim of my own human idiocy
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penultimateokgo
Jun. 4th, 2003 10:13 am (UTC)
I'm sorry I got mad, but it was because a lot of people were getting mad at me specifically. I know Jim and sorakirei were annoyed with me, but I was also getting some annoying PMs from people about it too, so, well, I lose either way now I suppose *sigh*
hellbuny
Jun. 4th, 2003 10:22 am (UTC)
No... I'm not mad at you... not in the least... mad at myself, and mad at those who are making you upset I am though.. Gomen :(
thevst
Jun. 4th, 2003 11:37 am (UTC)
*humps HB's leg to make pain go away* :)
eustacia_vye28
Jun. 5th, 2003 02:39 pm (UTC)
::hug::

hope everything calms down... i'm back in internet stuff, so if you can always just point me in a direction you need help in...
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