September 4th, 2002

Buny

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The memories.... as much as I try to push them away come back every once in awhile... I wish they wouldn't...they hurt alot... the inspire madness in my soul... nothing I can do will rid myself of them... they pull and tear at my inner being... why won't they just go away...
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Buny

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As I think more and more... it should never have even started... it's where I started going down hill... the root of all my problems so to speak... I know it sounds cheesy... but it is.. it's where I took my turn down... I never recovered fully... I can track my ups and downs to it... why was I so stupid? I was young I guess.. I guess this is what being young was all about..
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