September 19th, 1999

Buny

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Yes... the time has come again where I return to the search.... the last destroyer has come and gone.... and has given my an eyeful of reality.....

And it's the reality that not everyone wants a deep relationship.... yet another thing for me to worry on...yes... more traps along my way...

And a correction.... I must feel... If I don't feel and just leap at something hoping it won't hurt me... I'll wind up with a spear through my heart again...