Hellbuny (hellbuny) wrote,

Sigh... Reality, it is a bitch sometimes... actually, all the times.... It seems everyone I know is dealing with some sort of unrepented love... it really is sad... that in a world of options and new hopes, a bunch of people are stuck in the past, and alas... so am I...

It is interesting though, of all the things that I am dreading so far at college, none of them involve classes... I love them in that matter... it's just plain ironic that everything else here sucks in the worst possible way... the same type of people that I thought I escaped in Highschool are resurfacing, just with new faces and names...

I guess it's to be expected... I've thought it change, I was wrong... maybe it's me who should change... but I have... so what now? Change again... no... revert yes.... if I can't participate, I'm not going to be hurt by it either...So I throw up my wall of unemotion... all the time being crushed into oblivion underneath it...

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    lol posting to lj.... weeeird

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    And in the spirit of my last LJ Post, Happy 2011 everyone who I stalk on LJ :)

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    So after avoiding LJ for so long, I just want to drop by and say Happy New Years everyone :)

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